I have waited to0 long. I guess I should have known better but then it is hard to determine how much worse something is going to feel. I may have to resort to taking some of the drugs that are around the house. It just hurts. It hurts all the time and sometimes I just loose my sense of humor. I feel like I should be doing more to get ready for all the down time abut then I JUST don't feel like it. So in good Lanham form, I feel a need to push myself and feel guilty if "I do nothing". Everyone else has it worse......
I guess for today, I am going to consider myself a veteran of pain and just rest. I will finish my book. That would be accomplishing of something. Maybe I will call Jackie and we can work on some other projects. I have two guys coming tomorrow to work on yard and furniture moving stuff. I will write Alexis a letter and ....... I will find somethings to do.
I have the urge to always be productive. Rest is productive......
I have been talking to some people about what to expect and what they wish they had done before the surgery. No miricle answers.
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